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Sri Lanka: Relationship with Sri Lankan:

Hi, I know exactly what you are feeling right now. I have been in similar situation. I had a relationship with a Sri Lankan guy (Muslim) for five years. We both love each other. And there was no doubt about it. We keep our relationship secret for that long and only few of my closest friends and his friends knew about it. We have meet in UAE. I never felt love the way he had love me for five years and it was the amazing years of my life. And if I am to be ask to do that again just to be with him, I will over and over again. But there are things that are not meant to be. After several marriage proposal which ge had rejected many times the time comes that he cant say NO anymore. He went back home in his vacation, and while on vacation he told me that he will get married on the following week. I was desperate. I hate it. When something you dont have any control of the situation. He told me he loves me but he cannot refuse his family and her family. All the people from his place will hate him and his family will disown him. He cried. I know it hurts for him to hurt me and to go but he had chosen to make his family happy. I love him so much and i thought on the day if the wedding everyseconds of why? All why that doesnt have answers. All why that nobody can answer. I crossed out the calendar everyday waiting for the moment that i will be ok. And it was a though two years of my life. I suffered from insecurity, depression sadness evry negative feelings that i can describe. But time past now. More than two years had pass and i over come the pain of what i have lost. I lost the love of my life and my life. I know until now we love each other. But there are so many reasons we cannot be together. And its ok. I have learn to love him from afar. Time will come that you will realized that its ok. For another love will come. Greater than what you have. If someone loves you so much there is no barriers. Love conquers all. Love is bot coward. It protect. But sometimes surrender for the good of everyone. I hope it help you alot By the way, I found my fiance, Sri Lankan as well but this time he fights for love over cultures.

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